Zabuku-kun

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Push and Shove by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Push and Shove

I see your face before me But only in my dreams I feel like I'm surrounded By everyone but you I try so hard And push so much But in the end It's not enough I want to be there for you But still I'm pushed away Even as you cry for help You don't want me to stay You'd rather someone else be there Even though they're false But just because of who they are It makes them better than me All I am is a shadow A memory in the dark A thought in the back of your head That really has no weight It's all so true, you can't deny The obvious, the facts I feel like I'm surrounded By everyone but you

How do you by Zabuku-kun, literature

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How do you

How do you smile When you're feeling down How do you hold the facade When inside you're breaking How do you tell what's right When you can't tell what's wrong How do you stay in the light When your world is only darkness How do you cheer others on When no one cheers for you How do you keep pressing on When you have no motivation How do you keep looking up When the happiness leaves you How do you feel content with life When truly you are empty How do you......

Fuck my luck by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Fuck my luck

"Fuck my luck" Sometimes I feel I've lost my luck I try so hard, and yet can't think And that's when I don't give a fuck Life's been drained, pulled down by muck I'm falling far, far past the brink Sometimes I feel I've lost my luck Within the circle of the world, I'm stuck My mood will go up, then quickly sink And that's when I don't give a fuck Mixed feelings of jumping out before the truck Or tainting blood with poison ink Sometimes I feel I've lost my luck Up and down my life will buck Someone will break my repaired link And that's when I don't give a fuck I'd love to hold my head and duck Forever lock myself beneath the

Invisible by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Invisible

Invisible Not to be seen, not to be noticed Even if I'm right in your face Not a word is heard, my presence unfelt I'm nothing but a shadow on the wall I could scream at the top of my lungs In the middle of a crowded room And no one would even know I was there Forcing myself to bleed I shiver in the cold, unnoticed by the masses None would listen to me, none would help All because I can't be seen, I can't be felt I'm nothing but a shadow on the wall It could be my fault, for staying in the back But still I don't wish to have so much attention Perhaps just a glance, and maybe a wave But I'm not good enough for those…

Cruel World by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Cruel World

Cruel World Within the darkness I try and hide Failing at this though I try I hiss upon the flashing lights Of streetlamps in the city For once, just once, I asked to be alone But of course, I'm ignored, bothered by the phone A quick flick, and a light click, and I answer hello To that feeling of dread, inside of my head "Shadow?" they do ask of me And "Yes" I do reply "Really, well, I'm in hell And it's time for you to die" The phone is closed, and thus hung up, no more voice in my ear Reminding me of my past hopes, and my current fear My rejection of the present, reflected in a steamy mirror Clouded surface blinding me, for

By the Blade by Zabuku-kun, literature

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By the Blade

By the Blade I look out across the sea I wish I could be eaten by the tide And so I leap from yonder cliff For this is my quick suicide In a theme park, busy and loud I see the roller coaster ride And I want to just undo the strap For this is my quick suicide Within the city full of sights There are buildings, far and wide And the skyscraper is my best friend For this my quick suicide My life sits in broken pieces Hold it together, I tried, I tried So I walk on the freeway now For this is my quick suicide At home I hold a simple blade Thinking of how much she lied And so I take out my own throat For this is my slow suicide

Shattered by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Shattered

Shattered Our hearts once shattered Can never be healed Though we may find love It's not a pure field And tears we will cry Tears we will cry Once we are broken We'll remain that way And in the end We only can say Our dreams have been lost Dreams have been lost For sins we commit We all pay the price Sometimes in full Double, or thrice And with it we cope With it we cope Some are then shattered Broken down by the weight And they aren't filled with love But anger and hate And then do we burn Then do we burn….

Sense making no by Zabuku-kun, literature

Evil Angel by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Evil Angel

Evil Angel Put me to sleep evil angel Cover me up evil angel Smothering me evil angel Lay me to rest evil angel Open your wings evil angel Spread your curtain evil angel Blot out heaven evil angel Cover the sky evil angel Fly over me evil angel Soar overhead evil angel Glide on the wind evil angel Float above me evil angel Why can't I breathe evil angel You stole my breath evil angel I'm choked by you evil angel Lay me to rest evil angel

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Gaara's poems by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Gaara's poems

"Gaara" In the beginning there was sand During creation sand was converted All life exists to become sand once again In the beginning there was sand. "Gaara, Demon of the Desert" Today, today one thing will be accomplished Today, today one thing is assured Today, today I will breath Today, today I will be tortured I was born of the sand I live for the annihilation of all I am a sinlge grain of the unending desert But I alone stand out from them all From whence one came, they shall return And I shall be the deciding factor Only one time shall one be born, and once shall they die And I shall be the deciding factor A life is ta

Zabuza-Haku poems by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Zabuza-Haku poems

"Haku" I was a monster I was a freak I was an outcast My future was bleak He looked in my eyes and saw a weapon Then he embraced me and he took me in I live for one life that's precious to me Not for my own life but the one who did see I was a monster I was a freak But he truly loved me His approval I seek "Zabuza" I grew up as an outcast I was always shoved aside So how is it so strange that I live for myself No one ever loved me They laughed, taunted, and jeered So if I try to love myself Why is it so weird Put yourself into my shoes Feel my hurt and pain Until then don't you judge me As I stand in the rain Onl

Alone by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Alone

"Alone" When all you do is lay in bed by yourself all day When all you think about is someone coming over When you feel trapped and have nothing to do You know that you're alone When there's no one to talk to and nobody's around When you stare blankly at a wall because there's nothing better When you curl up and hug yourself wishing for another You know that you're alone When anger and depression mix, consuming you inside When nothing is important and you wish that you'd just die When the world sucks and happiness is gone You know that you're alone.

Friday Night by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Friday Night

"Friday Night" Friday night, I'm sitting at home thinking of you 'cause I'm all alone. My friends are out, parents are gone and I realize that you're the one. Even in this crazy place I can only see your face I wait for the day that I will meet you and we'll be one heart, no longer two. Speaking to you I dearly miss and with eyes closed I feel your kiss. I can't descrbe how you make me feel but I think my heart can finally heal. You're my Angel, my perfect being and nothing else in the world's worth seeing. All I can do is think about you on Friday night, alone in my room.

Halloween by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Halloween

"Halloween" Four men once ruled the land Each had a name upon his hand Thanksgiving, the south Christmas to the north Easter to the east Hallow from the west Each hated the rest But Hallow was the best Dark as the night His presence a fright No ordinary man So the other's made a plan To kill Hallow while he slept Into his land they crept But night consumed them all Hallow caused them to fall A tale he then would weave Of fateful Hallow's Eve One year he wed his queen The day named Halloween Thus every year they praised With many banners raised In honor of the best Halloween from the west

Broken by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Broken

"Broken" In darkness lies my soul For I have not been whole My heart forever broken With words that I have spoken So many times I trusted Each time made my heart busted More than the time before So I can't take it anymore I'll make myself a promise And the promise is this "I won't get myself involved" And thus the problem's solved. No more will my heart ache For mine, and God's own sake No one but my wife Can cause me any strife Until I'm absolutely sure Being single is the cure For all my misery Just wait, and watch, and see My next girl will be my last She'll obliterate my past She'll heal my broken heart Then until

Center by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Center

"Center" There are few I care for Even less care for me Yet in the end What feeling is left? Only pain and heartache Can remain in the dark Why is my savior So far away from me? True love always evades Those who truly seek it And is that reason That the world has fallen? I was born into this world Yet everyday I hate it So why was I put here Only to grow more spiteful? I have a purpose Yes it's true But what it is I have no clue

My Everything by Zabuku-kun, literature

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My Everything

My Everything If I have nothing And you take everything away Then you have nothing too If you lose everything And then have nothing Where did it all go? Do I have your everything? Do you have my nothingness? And are either of us happy? The answer is no. With nothing, you struggle everyday With everything, I rot from the inside out Because all I ever wanted….was you. But you have nothing. You don't have me. And so I don't have you. So keep your everything. I'll keep my nothing. Because it seems it works better that way….

Seasons of our Love by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Seasons of our Love

Seasons of our Love In the night of spring The birds will all take wing. Nothing then is wrong As the leaves spin to the song Come along with me And you will surely see The secrets of this life Will take away your strife Summer calls the sun Our lives have become one I can't live without you So what else can I do Now I see you everyday For nothing stands in our way And when the sun has set I still have no regret Fall finds us inside With curtains opened wide. All greenery is dying And your poor soul is crying I comfort you with touch Sometimes it's just too much The pain overwhelms me too And I cry, just like you Wint

Headache by Zabuku-kun, literature

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Headache

Headache Pain starts rushing Now I'm blushing As I'm falling Unto my knees I make a scene People are mean I ask God To help me please Then I rise With reprise I run outside And scream out loud A few grab me And then I see They are my friends The few, the proud They take me back Cut me some slack Because they know Real from fake They heard my cries And knew no lies As I screamed Of my headache.

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No longer care by Llama17, literature

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No longer care

I am……changing. The once fun loving person you all know and love is being killed. Being killed by a pain seeking, none caring, asshole, who still wants to have fun. Couldn't you tell? My facial expressions tell the story. My voice, once loud and filled with joy, is now soft and speaks of pain and suffering. This soulless body, this course, speaking lies no longer caring about anything. Welcoming pain when it's given. My thoughts darkened, my mind twisted. I no longer care what happens from hear on out. If I get what I want wonderful, of not o well. I am……changing. Will the change be permanent? Who knows. Will the change complete?

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Current Residence: La Verne
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Metal, Raggae
Personal Quote: "I cannot die, for I have barely begun to live..."

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Jason Engle

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Princess Mononoke

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Linkin' Park

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Jane Yolen

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Final Fantasy X

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PS2

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Zabuku-kun

Nov 2, 2006

Halloween links

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Here ya all go.  Pictures of me and my buddy Kyle during Halloween [Though there were four of us...Stupid Kodi and Seth didn't get in the pics with me and Kyle] http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a331/ShadowzFire/OHyeahs.jpg http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a331/ShadowzFire/GJandKyle2.jpg http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a331/ShadowzFire/CANDEH.jpg http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a331/ShadowzFire/GJandKyle.jpg http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a331/ShadowzFire/OHNOES.jpg And then I stole part of my friend's costume.... http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a331/ShadowzFire/Zabuza.jpg So there you have it. And I fixed the links now....

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silverangel38

Feb 16, 2011

Hello watcher, as I am starting a new page in my photography career (college), I'm opening a new account. Check out the other sites in that account's journal.